Day 02 – Your first love, in great detail.
Oh wow. I’m not sure where to start.
Well, I met him at School. At first, I was just friends with him. I knew him through a friend and yeah. We talked a few times every now and then, and I remember I yelled at him joking around because he cut his hair, but that was about all the interaction we had with each other until about term 3.
So I found out later on that he used to like me in term three. And maybe earlier, I’m not sure. But yeah. I started liking him in Term four and then after awhile I guess I gave up hope, and started liking his friend, again.
Then I got his MSN, and everything changed.
I still have some of our conversations saved. We just talked about everything. He became that person that would make me smile when I was sick. When I didn’t feel like smiling. The one I could tell anything. And I did. I told him who I like, and he told me who he liked. We both liked different people at the time.
We played the game Truth one of the first big conversations we had. That’s when I found out he used to like me. Here’s exactly what was said:
RYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN says:
hav u ever like me reuben calum or christian
xTessa;; says:
Yep, two out of those four
how many people have you liked since you started San Clemente?
RYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN says:
um
lik
3
or
4
xTessa;; says:
k
RYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN says:
who did u like outof me rueben callum and chritian
christian
xTessa;; says:
CRAP....
Christian and..you.....
FORGET I EVER SAID THAT.
RYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN says:
lol
2 late
xTessa;; says:
:/
MOVING ON./
name those 3 or 4 people you liked.
RYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN says:
um
jacque
um
xTessa;; says:
um's a nice name.
RYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN says:
u
and
cant rememba
And yes, that was our conversation. Then I started talking to his friend Lachlan through him, and my bestfriend and I made skype accounts and talked to them while we were at each other’s houses, and just had big funny conversations with them, and slowly, but surely I started liking him again.
And I told him. Eventually. He asked me who i liked, and I made him guess, and he guessed so many people, and eventually guessed himself and I said yeah. It was awkward a little, but we got over it and started talking to each other normally, the day after.
By then Shannon & I would spend every second night talking to him and Lachlan on skype and MSN. And then, on the last day of school (Which neither of us went to) in the afternoon, he told me he liked me. And then left. He told me just quickly, before he went to Lachlan’s graduation. I completely freaked out, like one would.
I told Shannon, and yeah. I stayed up the night, nervously waiting for him to come back from Lachlan’s graduation. And then he did. I wanted to ask him out, but I was so scared. Scared of rejection, just scared in general. He’d be my first boyfriend. And I was nervous. So Shannon dropped a few hints to him, ‘You should ask Tessa out’ and stuff, but he didn’t bite. So eventually, I pulled myself together, took a deep breath…………… and got Shannon to ask him out for me ;).
He took a long time to answer. I started getting worried. What if he didn’t want to go out with me? But later I found out he was just ringing Lachlan. ;) He said yes, in a conversation with me and Lachlan, and at first I wasn’t sure if he was talking to me, it seemed too good to be true.
The first night was awkward, but then the next few days we talked like usual, and I was happy. Happier than I’d ever been in a long time.
We’re still together.
It’s been over a month now, and I couldn’t ask for anything more.
I remember, I freaked out at the fireworks, because both the Local ones, and the Sydney Harbour Bridge ones had love hearts in them and it was the first time I’d seen love heart fireworks, and me being me, took it as a sign, because it was a new year, and the first year I’d ever begun not being single.
I do love him.
Ryan <3 14.12.10.
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