Running from lions never felt like such a mistake…

Day 06 of NaNo,  7426 words in. I need 9768 by the end of today. I’m proud of my effort though. Today alone I’ve written 4045 words. So far. Which is the most I’ve ever written in one day. I’m so glad I found out about NaNo. It’s stopped me procrastinating. I even disconnected from the internet so I could get more writing done. It’s fun! If only school work was like this.

My whole plotline has gone a bit winky-wonky. Jake and Chris have decided they want to be together, and now Chris has a younger sister who has survived and she wants to cause trouble in the group.

I wasn’t expecting this, but it makes for a better word count so I’m definitely not complaining.

I just need a better plot. So far it’s all mushy romantic stuff, and not enough of the actual zombie Apocalypse. Which was the whole point of this novel.

But oh well. As long as I make it close to the word count goal I’ll be extremely happy with myself. I can do this. I know I can. I just have to stop procrastinating.

“Don’t get it right – get it written!”

aw that was kind of cute. ♥

i don’t even know your name… ♥

baby girl this is a stick up ♥

1. My best friends are;

• Shannon
• Lauren
• Michelle
• Dom
• Liz
• Chloe
• Brittany
• Claz
• Emily
• Kate
• Kimberley.

2. What I hate most about myself;

My bloody eyebrows.

3. What I love most about myself;

Um. Well. I don’t know. My.. um. Arms. Yeah. Arms. That works.

4. What I’m really good at;

Messing everything up.

5; What I’m really bad at;

Maths.

6. Biggest turn ons;

• Good hair.
• Smells nice.
• Lip biting.
• Abs.
• Lip piercings.
• Tattoos.
• Nice body’s.
• Good personality.

new challenge yeaaah

1 - My best friends are.
2 - What I hate most about myself.
3 - What I love most about myself.

4 - What I’m really good at.
5 - What I’m really bad at.
6 - Biggest turn ons.
7 - Biggest turn offs.
8 - What I want to be when I get older.
9 - My relationship with my sibling(s).
10 - My relationship with my parents.
11 - My idea of a perfect date.
12 - My biggest pet peeves.
13 - A description of the boy I like.
14 - A description of the person I dislike the most.
15 - A reason I’ve lied to a friend.
16 - Where I have lived before.
17 - A description of the family I want to have when I’m older.
18 - What my greatest achievements are.
19 - What I hate the most about school.
20 - How my last kiss when down.
21 - Most embarrassing moment.
22 - What my last text message says.
23 - What words upset me the most.
24 - What words make me the best about myself.
25 - A description of my self-esteem.
26 - A description of my best friend.
27 - The reason behind my last break up.
28 - My favourite songs right now.
29 - A wish that I’ve wished for repeatedly on 11:11.
30 - An internal conflict I have with myself.
31 - The meanest thing anyone has ever said to me.
32 - The sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me

Some confessions.

Shannon, you keep telling me I’m perfect; and I have some things to tell you. Please don’t look at me any different, please please, I’m still the same person; just not as perfect as you think I am.

Confession #1; I have starved myself. And not just in year four liked I told you. Last year. And a little bit this year. Do not hate me please.

Confession #2; I have self harmed. Not cut, necessarily, just scratched, hit my legs, pinched myself as hard as i could, anything to take the pain away.

Confession #3; That day when I said family stuff was getting to me? My parents where on the verge of breaking up for real. My family aren’t as close as you think. The only thing keeping my parents together is De, Jed, Ella and myself.

Confession #4; I really hate it when people call me more pretty then them. Or skinny. Or anything. I hate it when people are lighter than me. And I know that’s messed up, but it’s true.

Please, you are amazing and beautiful and perfect and gorgeous, and you are not alone. I love you. ♥

you’re not alone, no matter what they told you, you’re not alone. i’ll be right beside you forever more. </3

i long to be like you sis, like hole in the ground like you did

there’s room inside for two and im not grieving for you

and as we lay in silent bliss i know you’ll remember me.

-like you; evanescence.

love her lyrics. ♥

sick of my mother favouring jed.

‘i have no favourite child’ my fucking ass.

‘yeah my life’s a bitch, but you know nothing bout her’

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stupid maths homework.

shittest mood right now..

:/