Some confessions.

Shannon, you keep telling me I’m perfect; and I have some things to tell you. Please don’t look at me any different, please please, I’m still the same person; just not as perfect as you think I am.

Confession #1; I have starved myself. And not just in year four liked I told you. Last year. And a little bit this year. Do not hate me please.

Confession #2; I have self harmed. Not cut, necessarily, just scratched, hit my legs, pinched myself as hard as i could, anything to take the pain away.

Confession #3; That day when I said family stuff was getting to me? My parents where on the verge of breaking up for real. My family aren’t as close as you think. The only thing keeping my parents together is De, Jed, Ella and myself.

Confession #4; I really hate it when people call me more pretty then them. Or skinny. Or anything. I hate it when people are lighter than me. And I know that’s messed up, but it’s true.

Please, you are amazing and beautiful and perfect and gorgeous, and you are not alone. I love you. ♥

you’re not alone, no matter what they told you, you’re not alone. i’ll be right beside you forever more. </3

i long to be like you sis, like hole in the ground like you did

there’s room inside for two and im not grieving for you

and as we lay in silent bliss i know you’ll remember me.

-like you; evanescence.

love her lyrics. ♥

sick of my mother favouring jed.

‘i have no favourite child’ my fucking ass.

‘yeah my life’s a bitch, but you know nothing bout her’

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stupid maths homework.

shittest mood right now..

:/

and i don’t know why, i can’t keep my eyes off you. ♥

wanting it to be winter already.

love the feeling of snuggling in bed with lots of blankets. makes you feel loved.

romantic mood.

cant help it.

ignore me.

just want a cuddle right about now. ♥